How many times I encouraged myself to get back into blogging, and how many times I failed. I have the titles, I have the ideas, but I can’t finish it and all are in vain, it’s just there on my drafts. I even missed to renew my domain in time, I used to write almost every day, the eagerness and passion faded. It’s not that I am too busy with work and travelling, plus the mommy duties nowadays, it’s not a fair excuse I know. I need to challenge myself, and get back to it. It’s like in a relationship stage that I lost the lust and excitement, although the love for it is still there. It’s like a depression that drives you so lazy to even think and have something to motivate you.
Now, here I am again, trying to continue what I had started, slowly. I don’t know how, do I need inspiration for it? Meditation? Help!
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I want to give you a kiss
A kiss that will be one of a kind
A kiss that you’ve never experienced before
A kiss from a man who will never do you wrong
and you’ll always be able to count on,
A kiss so filled with love you’ll never want a kiss from another
A kiss so filled with love you’ll always remember
A kiss so filled with love you’ll smile and ask for more
A kiss so memorable you’ll tell even your grandchildren
That kiss will be from me to you and for all time…
I love you
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by: N. Newsome
photo from: google search – steven klein photography
Love so strong, felt so deep
thousands miles away, my heart leaps
unconditional, Yes! I want to keep
or so I thought, you just made me weep.
betrayal, abuse, & lack of trust
you choose to hate, decision’s unjust
A lesson learned, to unloved you is a must.
The last poetry I’ll write for you, what has been done will last.
We are going to finally say goodbye to year 2017 and will wish 2018 a new beginning, start fresh with new hopes and goals.
2017 for me was a great challenge, heartache and difficulty, I don’t know if some of you believe and follow astrological signs/ horoscope but I do read mine once in a while, although I dont basically rely on that about my future and life but somehow it affects me a little bit or let us say some of it are kinda significant to what had happened to me. As I read my 2017 horoscope, me under the sign of Pisces and a Metal Rooster, will have a very difficult year specially when it comes to finances and trust, I got the warnings but I didn’t do anything about it, I went with the flow and became irresponsible with my decisions which made me suffer and gave me a lot of stress, it came to a point that I needed to make a decision and start anew, left everything behind…
Funny to others maybe. But yes. Honestly speaking even without the astrological aspect, I screwed up, big time. Which I am trying to fix on the last quarter of 2017. Left the Middle East, went back home, took a break for 2 months and start to look for a job. Did some licensure examinations, trainings and all which I passed. I’m entering this 2018 a new phase of my career, without any experience or knowledge on this new opportunity that came across my life, I told myself it is about time to try something I’ve never done before, get out the box and leave my comfort zone. I have high hopes this New Year. It ain’t too late for anyone who still wants to move forward and live their lives, and be happy.
Happy New Year Peeps!
Well, well, well…
Here I am again, been busy doing this and that, got so many title drafts, I got the idea but somehow I can’t finish it. Am I lacking inspiration to write?
Two weeks that I stayed in a hotel for a job training and examinations. When I came back home, my net was disconnected so I need to check and pay the bill, using data here where I am was so, so slow, pictures or videos are not loading properly.
One thing that I noticed too is, I am more eager to write when I’m in front of my laptop instead of doing it on my mobile.
I’m just taking a lil break this week, next week is the beginning of a new career and journey. Although I’ll be busy on my new line of work, I am hoping to see more inspirational things to write, I miss doing it every day and I hate being idle for so long, it makes my brain more stagnant. 🤣🤣🤣
Loving him is like an art
Though the complicated one
Not an ordinary art
Let’s call it an abstract love
Few can ever understand
It might take a strong, brave heart
To try and to hold his hand.
If not, it’ll push them apart.
Like an art, like an abstract
Going deeper and deeper
Learn to swim, know the fact
Wait, you’ll see, it’ll get better
Loving him is like an Art
You’ll never see the beauty
Accept, see, & use your heart
Why he’s like an Abstract Art.
Photo Credit: Pinterest