Romancing My Anxiety

I am afraid of my future
I am afraid of my past
don’t know until when I will torture,
torture myself and when it will last

I tried a lot to survive
but why all is in vain?
Is it this hard to be alive
in a world full of pain?

I can feel the palpitation of my heart
every time, all the time, I’m keeping the fear inside
this can’t continue, I need to start
this is my life, and I need to fight! I need to fight!

For years, I am Romancing my Anxiety,
caressing it like a lover in my arm
allowing my fears to consume my soul and sanity
say no more, say no more… From today, you can do no harm.©